Mr Fan 好过分哦！He say we are the "so-called pretty girls selected to perform for world leaders" during rehearsal just now.
WHAT DOES HE MEAN BY "SO CALLED".
我们都是美女好不好！
When i went to buy Jollibean's 汤圆 before dance, the store owners say i've got pretty curls. =)
Wanted to catch a movie de...but the moment i stepped into the house it started storming. Craziest rain i've ever seen. And they all happened right when im home n emo-ing.
*thunder BOOMZ* Looks like im stuck at home coming up w a lesson plan. Im beginning to miss the Camomile tea in sch. 可是我知道不管喝多少温热的茶，心，是冷的。
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~``Love ♥ You
Friday, October 30, 2009
In case u hvn seen my FB. I must share it w you.
I was praying all day today for a miracle that i really need.
And i don't knw why i got off the train at Chinese Garden when im suppose to be gg Jurong East.
It will be quite stupid to go back in, so i walked to the seat to wait for the next train.
I felt so dumb, and useless. And sad.
This Indian lady came up to me and holding this pamphlet in front of mi, she asked if i understood Chinese. Then she handed me the pamphlet and hopped onto her train on the opposite platform.
I was quite stunned coz i was the only one she approached.
I looked at the pamphlet in my hands, the cover says "Do you know?"
And the inside?
"that God loves you."
It's now 6.52pm. I hope its a good sign.
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~``Love ♥ You
Every tym i go to the dentist, the space in my mouth just gets lesser. Now im Big Tongue.
Haha.
And i think im getting really old. Im opting for Camomile tea whenevr im at the cafe nw. And seriously its nice.
I was happy. Even though i complained, i was happy.
I was happy learning to accept you for who you are, learning to accept everyone for who they are.
Until u left, and then you asked how i was doing.
Yes, my life is good. I eat sleep drink and have great frenz nice books fun classes.
But i am not happy.
It was the best for you, not us. It never was the best for me. You don't know how it feels having that weight in your heart every day while trying to complete those assignments, dancing to those beats, smiling to people, and convincing the self that the photos of us will all stay on the wall and in the wallet and my handphone forever.
You don't know how it hurts waiting and preparing for the worst while hoping for the best.
You don't know anything. Even when it comes to whether you love me.
So how am i doing?
How about you see for yourself and try coming up with the answer to that stupid question of yours instead?
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~``Love ♥ You
Since my goal of getting married has been powder-shattered by someone who isn't even sure if he loves me, im gonna dip and dig all my wealth that was meant for wedding and pack myself on a trip to Taiwan. Though im v tempted by the night market food and the wild closet of clothes this country has, i think i will go for the scenic tour this time.
And now looking at the web, im totally spoilt for choices. Even 垦丁looks damn nice to go now. Think i will zoom in on 花莲，桃园，澎湖，阿里山 and 日月潭。And im super excited that Taiwan has winter season! I hope if i go to the mountains i get to see snow!
Oh. And my new camera. Thanks to 兰姐 whois so sweet n kind to lend me until she needs it back. =)
"Life sometimes gets so bogged down in the details, you forget you are living it. There is always another appointment to be met, another bill to pay, another symptom presenting, another uneventful day to be notched onto the wooden wall. We have synchronized our watches, studied our calenders, existed in minutes, and completely forgotten to step back and see what we've accomplished."
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~``Love ♥ You
Tuesday, October 27, 2009
"Nobody ever wants what they've got."
Today's dance was fun! Had a great workout burning away the chocolate cake i had b4 dance. Hiphop is so tough, i need practice. Hopefully nxt Monday can do well then can join production next year too. Will be my first hip hop perf if that happens.
I think i hv been neglecting my work so much that i dun seem to be panicking whn ppl around me are gasping each tym deadlines are announced. Need to do something b4 im doomed to fail.
"'The bottom line,'Seven explained last night,'is that we never fall for the people we're supposed to.' I glanced at him, intrigued enough to muster the effort to raise my face from where it was plastered on the bar. 'It's not just me?'
Now im more concerned about keeping myself very busy and im doing one hell of a great job. Tmr dance at PA. Wednesday with DanceFuzion, Thursday finish up wat remains of the Ed Psych individual essay. Friday gonna catch Body Worlds right after school. Saturday dance at PA. Sunday is Salsa at Tanjong Pagar.
Plus now there's prawning n more APEC rehearsals and mock lessons and lesson plans to prepare for. And i've just gotten another new book called "Freakonomics". More new frenz more knowledge and less flabs.
'Hell, no.' He sat down a stack of clean glasses. 'Think about it: Romeo and Juliet bucked the system, and look where it got them. Superman has the hots for Lois Lane, when the better match, of course, would be with Wonder Woman. Dawson and Joey- need i say more? And don't even get me started on Charlie Brown and the little redheaded girl.'"
And Han, my answer to that question of yours: Im not as adamant about it anymore.
It's like someone near-death, whn it hurts so bad and for so long, u feel like pulling out ur life support to let urself slip away. At least, you're the one in control.
"I wondered what happened when you offered yourself to someone, and they opened you, only to discover you were not the gift they expected and they had to smile and nod and say thank you all the same."
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~``Love ♥ You
Sunday, October 25, 2009
I spent my wkends high up in the mountains with Han n her Momo.
We spent the one n a half days we had eating and shopping.
Marybrown, XiaoLongBao, KFC, Pizzahut, Basking Robbins, Ba Kut Teh. Hvn felt so happy eating for a long tym.
Watched "Accident" by Louis Khoo n Richie Ren.
Played pool at this place which offers RM12 per hour but had tables that eat up pool balls.
Went gambling @one of the casinos..my 1st tym in the casino there and my luck was qt good for starters. Concluded i will only go there if i have alot of time and money to kill coz operating the jackpot machines macam playing Maplestory. Try pressing the same button repeatedly for 1 hour. U'll decide u need to do something more constructive. Haha.
We visited Ripley's Believe It or Not Museum too..tonnes of amazing exhibits. There's this section where they display all the gifts received from world leaaders. I do believe that Lee Hsien Loong DID giv that vase to them la...but wat is it doing in the museum of Mr Ripley's?
We checked out this club called Safari. Damn nice place! And we got in for free coz its Ladies Night or sth so we dun hv to pay cover! Had "Genting Special" which was a sweet concoction that's pretty dangerous. Not forgetting some random strangers who kept bugging us to join their table and even treated us drinks and wanted to take a photo with us. So freaky tt we had to join this group of Malays from another table in order to stop them from pestering us.
And i went to do palm-reading. Dun ask me why i did it. Just walked past the shop by chance and smhw felt i had to. Guess what. SHE IS HIGHLY ACCURATE.
So according to her, i think too much. Am very smart. I hv alot of suitors but i will face hardships in my love life. Im too soft in my relationships. I tend to work alot, as in "labour" work. I have a short life, so she suggest i do more good deeds. I will hv 2-3 kids. Right now all the guys i meet are flies and mosquitoes. Nxt year i will have a completely new environment, and my happily ever after Prince Charming will come next year!
If u're interested can go to the shop which is beside Ripleys, they have on display outside their shop, huge posters tellin u the position of moles, etc. Of coz, dun tk them too seriously luh. Doesn't sound like an advice from someone who just paid RM30 to do fortune telling huh? Ha..
Pictures up late at night. Hving my first Hip Hop session today evening with peeps at DanceFuzion. I wonder how does NIE's dance studio look like though, cnt wait to see it! And i've settled my registration with JJSalsaRengue. My salsa instructor sounds like a pretty cool lady from her email. Looking forward to see her this coming wkend too!
After a wkend of nth but the sky, the mountains, and just me. I think im gonna start planning an end of year backpacking trip to Taiwan's A Li Shan.
Way exciting. But i need to finish all my work 1st. Off to skool.
OH yah, grab the Jodi Piccoult's book from me! I just bougnt "My Sister's Keeper" coz i din wanna catch the movie and i find it really moving with its perspectives of parenthood and romance thru the eyes of the protagonists in the story.
I wanna get the new book by Postsecret. It's called Postsecret: Confessions on Life, Death, and God by Frank Warren. Cnt seem to find it in Cityhall though. Hopefully i will be able to get it before i leave. And hopefully Singapore didn't ban it.
Been catching their site ever since Yu Qian intro-ed it me this yr. Love how brutally honest some people are about their thoughts and feelings.
